Recovering...
Well, it has been a week since the day of Judgement. Keeping aside the metaphors this time, it went exactly as i had expected. I wasn't expecting anything good by the way.
However, there was something that came out of it- the pent up emotions, the feelings and the desperation that was bottled up inside me for years. It felt great to pour my heart out one more time, knowing that it was probably the last time i was getting a chance to do so. I've had my share of shots, and i have to say that i have not been able to make the most of any of them.
Ironically enough, it has not changed a thing. Life's still the same. She's still the same. And most importantly, the root cause of this whole mess- 'i' am still the same.
So, life will go on. Not because it wants to, but because it has to. I just hope, i still do hope, that life does not have to go on alone in the future. And if it does, it will still have a few memories to keep it company. I need to go now, i need to go and make my memories.
Well, look at it this way, you had the courage to 'pour my heart'. Some just don't do so. At least you wont have regrets later in life.
ReplyDeleteA person like you, just can't be alone in future. There will be someone out there. You will meet her(or have you met her? you know who;-))
Wishing you happy memories!
The root cause of your so-called mess, the 'i' will always remain the same, you can be sure of that.
ReplyDeleteIt will always manifest itself in the most unexpected situations and will most definitely make its presence felt in every deed and every thought...
But then, as you yourself have said.."So, life will go on. Not because it wants to, but because it has to."
So gear up, mate! Charge ahead and make your memories!
Someone's waiting for you...