Lifer.........
I thought the dark cloud had descended,
the run of bad times had finally ended,
but i think i spoke too soon too fast,
it seems till eternity that spell will last.......
There's nowhere left to run or hide,
whether i like it or not i've to take this ride,
i know by the end of it my heart will be torn,
it won't hurt that bad as i'm used to being alone..........
It may take some time for it to pass away,
i won't wait for the arrival of that day,
as it doesn't make a difference to me now,
the show's over and it's time to take a bow.......
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There's nothing more i can say or do,
to make sure someday she doesn't bid adieu,
the sad part's that she will never decipher,
that somehow unknowingly i've become her lifer.......
It is a nice poem with heartfelt thoughts behind it. Here are some of the things I wanted to convey...
ReplyDelete"it seems till eternity that spell will last.."
There ARE certain spells that last you a lifetime. Ones where the feeling of ecstasy and despair lingers on forever, no matter how much you try to get over it.
"it won't hurt that bad as i'm used to being alone..."
Are you sure about that? I can understand what 'being alone' is like as loneliness has been the only constant in my life as well. But will it surely not hurt as bad?
Time is the best healer, I know, but then why does the heart not approve? Why does it invite this mind-numbing pain and nurture it as if it is it's own?
Well, I sure hope that both our pain(s) subside soon. But for now...it does hurt real bad,doesn't it?
hey relax, deep within every one of us lives a lonely life, how much ever we surround ourselves with friends and dear ones.
ReplyDeleteMan is an island...